Use It

  • Back in creative writing, Vollertsen demanded we cleanse our writing of cliches, and rote turns of phrase.
  • Like I said, I probably learned more about writing from him than I did any of my instructors in college.
  • Weaver told me I needed to use bigger words.
  • “Shibboleth”
  • Irrelephant.
  • The one I’m about to throw down, well, we need to discuss it.
  • “Use it or lose it.”
  • Before I get started on that, it occurs to me these lists contain a bit of oversharing.
  • Some hacker’s out there reading the blog and adding that to my data file.
  • I mean, I don’t have any money anyway, so … good luck, buddy.
  • I also don’t base my passwords on personal info.
  • But yeah, oversharing.
  • Part of the “healing” portion of this show, which I’ve mentioned, is that I can only walk while I have the PICC line in.
  • My days are spent on the couch, more or less.
  • Lots of writing. Lots of reading.
  • But not a lot of activity.
  • I can feel the muscle leaving my body, my resting heart rate climbing.
  • I dislike it.
  • I know the antibiotics are killing the thing in my head.
  • The area around the PICC is inflamed as hell.
  • They used a different dressing yesterday that’s supposed to be a little nicer to the skin.
  • Seems to be working.
  • Anyway, I have a bad back.
  • Have had since eighth grade.
  • Threw it out playing soccer.
  • And up until the pandemic, it went out two or three times a year.
  • Like, pick up a sock, back’s out.
  • I tore the meniscus in my right knee at one of Kaia’s soccer practices.
  • Did PT for it.
  • The PT doc (and I can give you a referral if you need it) told me I tore up my knee because my hips, core, and ankles were jacked.
  • Knee had to deal with more than it should’ve.
  • PT fixed all of it.
  • Like, if PT were a religion, I’d be a zealot.
  • He did tell me I had to do my take-home exercises for the rest of my life.
  • I’ve been good about it until this surgery nonsense when they told me I couldn’t do anything but walk.
  • Never again.
  • I am never letting this level of unfit happen again.
  • Thinking about starting Tai Chi when I get cleared.
  • In addition to running, biking, and weight lifting.
  • I have advisors and training partners standing by.
  • I’ll start a blog.
  • Another blog.
  • A different blog.
  • Maybe one that makes money?
  • On the server, we continued that music/podcast/audiobook conversation from yesterday.
  • Crazy how different we all are.
  • Someone commented they can’t listen to music they like/know when they’re working because they end up singing the song.
  • I was like, “Yeah, I used to fall asleep to ‘Master of Puppets.’”
  • Someone else dropped what podcasts they listen to.
  • Which made me think about using podcasts and books as personality profile components.
  • What podcasts would I even listen to?
  • Can my a.d.h.d. brain focus?
  • I did listen to a Brene Brown book once on a trip to Texas.
  • It was spectacular.
  • I wouldn’t even know where to start to find favorite podcasts.
  • And here I am thinking about starting one.
  • Well, a few.
  • I saw an article from The New Yorker about how reading is changing.
  • AI is going to fuck up everything.
  • Is fucking up everything.
  • There’s already studies about how much of a negative impact AI has on the brains of writers.
  • Idiocracy is here!
  • Anyway.
  • Pocasts.
  • I don’t even know what I’d listen to.
  • Weird that I’d make one before listening to one?
  • I actually had notes for today’s list.
  • I didn’t want a repeat of yesterday.
  • The sad part of that is my journal for the last two or three months is just full of bulleted lists of topics for the bulleted list.
  • I haven’t properly journaled but once or twice.
  • When I was down in a hole and had to get it out.
  • Paper therapy.
  • I believe in journaling as much as therapy, but it’s another habit you have to establish and stick to whether you want to or not.
  • All that self-help stuff about habits determining the course of your life …
  • I feel they’re right.
  • That’s why I’m here, after all.
  • Where was I?
  • Oh, right.
  • Music.
  • Ha.
  • I’d forgotten about all those Lofi mixes I’d listen to on Youtube back during the pandemic (and beyond).
  • I guess I’ll have to track some down on spotify.
  • I’m not paying for another service and I’m sure as hell not suffering through commercials.
  • I often laugh at the fact that I write commercials for a living and can’t stand them.
  • Most people suck at marketing.
  • They do it to do it, and to be clever, but don’t consider the psychology of it.
  • Most of them are just checking boxes.
  • Then again, that’s kinda modern work, isn’t it?
  • Check those boxes, get to pay your bills!
  • One of the parts of our conversation post “The Life of Chuck” was screenwriting.
  • I told the kid she might be happier writing screenplays because you can knock those out much faster than books.
  • Talked about my screenwriting class in college.
  • I actually still have the screenplay I wrote for my final.
  • It’s in a box with a bunch of creative writing assignments from college, a couple of my journals from creative writing in high school, and …
  • You remember when I talked about writing sequels to “Friday the 13th” in sixth grade?
  • There are two of those in the box.
  • I don’t know how or why I still have them, but I do.
  • I’m afraid to read them.
  • Kinda.
  • But also kinda proud?
  • This is what I’m supposed to have been doing all along.
  • I guess that’s good?
  • Do we do what we’re good at, what we’re passionate about, what we’re interested in, or do we just do whatever industry says we should because that’s what it needs?
  • Make money, friends, so you can buy back your … freedom.
  • Sure.
  • Have a Wednesday!

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