Flow Conjunction

  • First things first.
  • Happy birthday, Steph!
  • Here’s to many more!
  • (You say that for birthdays, right?)
  • We went out for sushi on Saturday because 1) we figured the place would be ridiculously busy on Sunday because obvious reasons, and 2) “No one celebrates their birthday on a Monday.”
  • She said it, not me.
  • So here we are.
  • I have a dinner plan for tonight.
  • Does not involve leaving the house.
  • But there’s a plan.
  • Anyway.
  • Tell her happy birthday if you haven’t.
  • Hell, most of you are on her friends list anyway.
  • Social how it was meant to be.
  • Not this algorithmic bullshit.
  • That’s why we’re here, remember?
  • The List exists to harken back to those early internet days, when we all had blogs.
  • There were a bunch of us in my friend group who had blogs.
  • We called it The Bloop.
  • Miss those days, really.
  • Though honestly, I think the Internet has (combined with my own internal issues) has held me back.
  • Digital time theft.
  • Which pairs with my constant pondering of time.
  • I feel, in every moment, I’m running out.
  • That it is too late to accomplish a bunch of the things I wanted to accomplish.
  • It isn’t.
  • Well, some.
  • But that’s another internal war I fight.
  • I get, btw, you’re not supposed to start all these sentences with conjunctions.
  • But, and, etc.
  • I don’t care, really.
  • That’s how we talk.
  • That’s how the words flow.
  • Flow’s part of the way you get better at writing.
  • Do it enough, you can feel what should come next.
  • And you know when it doesn’t work.
  • I could’ve written that without the and.
  • The exclusion of the word would make the sentence hit differently.
  • Was the first weekend I didn’t write a list since the surgery.
  • Sleep impacted that.
  • All these medicines are wrecking me.
  • Small price, but still.
  • Itching.
  • Sleep.
  • Destroyed internals.
  • Why haven’t I gone back to work?
  • My skull isn’t done.
  • I still can’t really get away from the bathroom in the mornings.
  • Sleep sucks.
  • And then there’s that gd IV in my arm.
  • And another couple of upcoming MRIs.
  • (One here, one in Minnesota.)
  • (You didn’t think we were finished with that sojourn, did you?)
  • That’s all the update you’re getting.
  • I’m over it.
  • Anyway, Father’s Day was great.
  • You saw the card.
  • We had a great dinner.
  • Went to see “The Life of Chuck,” which is spectacular.
  • There’s so much good in it, I don’t have enough bullets to do it justice.
  • It’s asking for a proper film review, and I don’t do that anymore.
  • Like Steph said elsewhere on the Internet, she’d go see it again, and she doesn’t do that.
  • We need more films like it.
  • Also watched “Cleaner” over the weekend.
  • Wasn’t bad.
  • Daisy Ridley in a remake of “Die Hard,” really.
  • Was not badly done.
  • Had some great lines.
  • The whole cast was uneven, but she’s great.
  • Was not bad to watch from the couch on a Saturday night.
  • Would’ve made some money if they’d, you know, marketed it.
  • Hollywood is biting its nose to spite its face these days.
  • And here we go …
  • Hollywood needs to stop being chickenshit if it wants movies to survive.
  • You have all these worthless voices on the internet trashing Marvel films, but Marvel’s one of the few outfits putting in the money and effort to keep making spectacles.
  • Them and Tom Cruise.
  • Everything else is a remake.
  • Or some low-budget crap.
  • And I’m sorry, but all these horror films getting lauded … yeah, when I bother to watch, I’m rarely impressed.
  • It’s like there’s been so much crap for so long, standards dropped.
  • The Frame of Reference got smashed.
  • Tornado of Unfortunate Coincidences destroyed a historically great medium.
  • Don’t get me wrong.
  • I love all these fantastic series made for streaming.
  • There have been a ton of them.
  • Lot of crap there, too.
  • But again, there are thousands of books in all genres that would make great films.
  • You know, provided you can get the filmmakers to stick to the soul of the source material.
  • If you want to create your own story, then do that, but don’t do it to an IP someone else thought up.
  • Monday Madness!!
  • I surf Reddit more than any other “social” media, because it’s the closest thing we have left to forums from the old days.
  • There’s a ton of crap on there, however, and plenty of it meant to stoke political fires.
  • Make everyone reactionary.
  • Most the time, I read a title, think “Huh,” and move on.
  • I don’t give it real inflammatory space because I don’t want to go research it most the time.
  • If I know a thing might not be true, or might not be true in the way it’s presented, then I don’t give it weight.
  • But today, I saw Trump’s post on Truth Social about targeting major cities because they’re seats of Democrat power …
  • I tossed out almost 300 words of political rant.
  • Aaaannnd another 200.
  • Then deleted more.
  • (Took a breath.)
  • You’re going to have to show me this “radical Left.”
  • With sources.
  • Pretty sure millions of people across the country rolled out in protest of this orange goon, and nothing got burnt down or destroyed.
  • Radical.
  • Smfh
  • Yeah, 700 words tossed in the trash doc because … it’s exhausting.
  • Which, you know, is what they want.
  • I’m taking the off ramp.
  • Sitting here listening to the “Moody Mix” Spotify made for me.
  • Lots of good stuff.
  • Weird though.
  • Billie Eilish, Lana Del Ray, Slipknot, gd Limp Bizkit, Paris Paloma, Phantogram, Nine Inch Nails, Megadeth, Alice in Chains …
  • I would not have made this on my own, is what I’m saying, but I’m digging it.
  • I’ll throw the link in the comments for you Spotifiers.
  • While the Kiddo and I ran some errands, I told her I’ve had that Royal and the Serpent song (“Carry Me Home”) stuck in my head for … weeks.
  • I don’t mind. It’s a good song.
  • She said, “I think I’ve only listened to it three times.”
  • “You sent me a song you only listened to once?”
  • “Yes. I knew you’d like it.”
  • Happy father’s day.
  • Happy birthday.
  • Happy Monday.

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