Short-Term Memory Issues

  • Favorite cover of a song.
  • Go!
  • I don’t have favorites of anything, really.
  • I like lots of things, and depending on the mood, sometimes something climbs to the “favorite” spot.
  • Ephemeral Favorites.
  • I’m overusing that word.
  • Was listening to Ruelle’s cover of “Where is my mind?”
  • Was playing when I started typing, anyway.
  • Last night, I started thinking about writing.
  • I know, I know.
  • But specifically, scripts and books in terms of paychecks.
  • When a movie gets made, for instance, they’ll pay the actors millions, even cutting them into the profits of the film.
  • RDJ got north of $75 million for Avengers: Endgame, I think I read somewhere.
  • The Director gets his millions.
  • The writers, however, the people who come up with the story, get a pittance in comparison.
  • “For WGA members, the minimum for a first draft screenplay is around $106,000, and rewrites and adaptations start at approximately $54,000.”
  • What the actual F.
  • Without the writing, without the idea, you have nothing.
  • I don’t deny acting talent, but c’mon, those people get paid because they’re pretty.
  • Now’s a good time in history to be pretty.
  • Always better to be pretty.
  • It’s another inherent bias.
  • Back on topic: Not everyone can write worth a damn.
  • How is it they are always underpaid?
  • Started thinking about this because one of the guys in the clan shared an article about the death of SEO and the responsive rise of authentic influencers.
  • Like people writing their own content and developing a following for their ideas.
  • Followed for being thought leaders.
  • Which harkens back to the beginning of the internet.
  • Sounded nice.
  • I’m not sure I believe it.
  • I’m not sure the algorithms would let that happen.
  • Zuck has already said he wants meta products to be less about people, and more about fill your head with content generated by AI.
  • I’m not a trend guy.
  • I react negatively when we try to do things the way everyone else does them at work.
  • I write content based around the idea of developing a relationship.
  • If you don’t …
  • Nm.
  • Revisiting material.
  • That happens when you’re still sitting on the couch with your laptop on your lap.
  • NP: Metallica, “Welcome Home (Sanitarium)”
  • When this song plays, I see my bedroom in the house I grew up in.
  • I remember climbing out the window to go skate the half-pipe in the backyard.
  • I remember the music as I fell asleep.
  • Again, repeating, but I used to play that tape in my Panasonic boom box on my headboard at lights out, and I’d usually be in Nevernever Land by four or five songs in.
  • Sometimes, Master of Puppets (album) throws me into memories, full spectrum.
  • Smells. Sounds. Sights.
  • I’ve had that a couple of times lately when I’ve been outside (without the music).
  • Catch a smell and I’m a teenager again.
  • It’s bizarre.
  • Something yesterday threw me back into leaving the house on my skateboard on a summer morning.
  • I remember those years better than my 20s.
  • Or my 30s.
  • Hmmm, I wonder why.
  • I won’t go into the work rant again.
  • I don’t have to
  • You know.
  • I wonder if our memories get worse because of rote repetition.
  • If you’re not creating new pathways, your brain falls apart.
  • “Variety is the spice of life.”
  • Yeah, might be the secret to longevity.
  • I made an “old” quip to Kaia last night at bedtime along the lines of “I’m old, my brain doesn’t work.”
  • She got onto me, told me my brain worked fine.
  • “Okay, my short-term memory sucks.”
  • I can’t even remember what I told her I couldn’t remember. 
  • Just now, I had to ask her what we were talking about that I couldn’t remember.
  • Ah.
  • Bringing the cat upstairs to her room.
  • Of course.
  • I’ve never been good at repetition of anything.
  • Boredom … it means different things to different people.
  • Some people use it when they have nothing to do.
  • I can have a million things to do and still be bored af.
  • I hate the word, but a lack of “engagement” is the thing that causes boredom for me.
  • Disinterest destroys me.
  • (Directly fueled my Internet addiction.)
  • I see it in the kid, too.
  • Another thing for which I owe her an apology.
  • Disinterest fuels procrastination.
  • And dissatisfaction.
  • “Oh, well then, do something that interests you.”
  • Would love to, except I have to work.
  • It’s already this way.
  • AI’s going to make it worse.
  • If I had to work an assembly line, I’d … think self-harm thoughts.
  • Yeah, let’s nosedive into the weekend with this subject matter.
  • As with everything, we make decisions that change our paths or keep us on them.
  • I had a therapist, when we’d talk about this stuff, he would always bring up my values.
  • Would talk a lot about choice.
  • We make choices according to our values.
  • Mine would be family and taking care of them.
  • I go to work because I need to have a paycheck to provide what I can for my family.
  • I don’t see it’s a Choice in modern society.
  • Man.
  • Okay … ah, I think Daft Punk’s Tron soundtrack is better than most their albums.
  • I don’t even want to post this.
  • I will because I’ve got time in on it.
  • Debbie downer, eh?
  • Pet peeve: fingerprints on my laptop screen.
  • Check out The Glitch Mob, btw.
  • (“Band.” Kinda. Do you call electronic artists bands?)
  • They have a couple of remixes that are spectacular.
  • Like the one of “Seven Nation Army.”
  • (Trust me, queue that one up and listen to it in the car.)
  • I’m rolling with the Liked Songs playlist again.
  • Played some Moby while I was shooting up my antibiotics.
  • “Flower”
  • I have so many syringes I feel like a substance abuser.
  • You guys still wear watches?
  • I love watches.
  • I’ll probably never stop wearing them.
  • Honestly, I’m not sure if it’s the watch or having something on my wrists.
  • I’d roll killer bracelets, too.
  • I bought one that’s got a bunch of brass skulls on it.
  • On the left, there’s my Citizen field watch Steph got me like 17 years ago …
  • On the right, some blue/gray/navy/black friendship bracelets Kaia made.
  • I’ll never take those off, unless it’s an MRI or surgery and they make me.
  • She put little happy face beads on the second one.
  • Which is ridiculous.
  • But here we are.
  • Just a ray of sunshine.
  • Not a pocketful, mind you.
  • You thought I’d forgotten.
  • Try this one: “Disparate Youth,” Santigold.
  • When you text, typos ruin the joke.
  • Every time.
  • Especially when you’re making fun of someone or something.
  • Running long today because I’m sitting here typing.
  • Lists aren’t narratives.
  • Should’ve stopped after the sunshine shit.
  • Ah well.
  • Thanks for stopping by.

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